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devil doll the whore mangler
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[09 Sep 2008|05:35pm] |
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so my friend Bert drew this for me:
how sa-weet is that?!?!
<3xoxo
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| sickie sickie... |
[02 Mar 2008|12:05pm] |
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so for the 3rd time in 6 weeks... i'm sick AGAIN this shit really sucks, i'm so over being sick its ridiculous. i''m a little worried this time considering my Dr. told me there could be a chance i have pnuemonia or something inbetween that & severe bronchitus. i won't know for sure what's going on until they get my x-rays back & i go for a checkup next friday. why does this shit never end?!?!?!?
<3xoxo
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| damn britches... |
[19 Feb 2008|12:23pm] |
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so i bought these really cute pants like 3 days ago and they fit me perfect when i tried them on... but now they're super big on me. i should be happy b/c that means i may actually be losing weight (which lord knows i need to) but i really liked these pants. plus its really difficult to walk around my office having to hold them up and get crap i need at the same time...
bleh.
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[19 Feb 2008|09:19am] |
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people in oxnard seriously do not know how to drive. its ridiculous.
i wish i had retractable spikes on my car.
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[12 Feb 2008|11:53am] |
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It's crazy how things change so much throughout time... i was reading through all my past entries and wow, things are so different. i have been through so much and i amaze myself with how much i've learned...
let's do a little update on where my life is now:
i'm single & enjoying it, after being in such crappy relationships i'm actually content being alone now. i have a great job as a "Production Coordinator" with a company called Button Bright We are a designer/wholesaler of clothing buttons for companys such as Ralph Lauren, GAP, American Eagle, Old Navy, etc. It tends to get a little stressful but i like it. You would never think sooo much work goes into something so simple... i just got an 06' Chevy Aveo on Sunday and it's super cute. i really miss my little Jetta but i needed something more dependable... I currently live in Oxnard w/ my brother but not sure how long that will be for. i have moved so many times in the past few years its ridiculous. i want to plant myself somewhere solid for once but i haven't found a place where i feel comfortable enough to call my home for good... as for myself in general, i'm pretty happy. i'm doing well for ME and that is something i'm extremely proud of. i've put myself on the back burner to support other people for so long i'm glad to break the cycle. i know things aren't perfect now but i'm headed in the right direction and intend to stay on that path...
<3xoxo
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[29 May 2006|03:27am] |
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almost 3:30 in the morning, wide awake and nothing to do... i have tried to block most thoughts in my head as they keep me in circles. i'm at a point where i want to do everything and nothing. i'm still upset about losing my job considering they fucked me over, but i know they will get back what they gave. my back is finally starting to feel better since the accident so that makes me happy, maybe i'll have more motivation to do something. i have bills to pay, tattoos to finish, and shows to attend, but no flowing income. that gets old real quick and i do not like the feeling of being unemployed. so i have planned to start the new job hunt this week so we'll see how that goes...
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| heartbroken...*le sigh* |
[14 Feb 2006|11:27am] |
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Rezurex- "Devil Woman from Outer Space" |
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yeah... so let's hear it for your boyfriend breaking up with you on Valentine's day.
today sucks.
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[05 Jan 2006|10:23am] |
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it's been a hell of a long time since i've written in here. how's everyone doing?
a few changes for me:
*me & josh= no longer together
*i'm living back in simi again.
*got a new job as an office asst./secretary
anyways... i have to get back to "work", so i'll update more later.
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[12 Sep 2005|05:39pm] |
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hi everyone.
just thought i'd say hello and see how everyone is doin'...
i'm alright, josh and i got a new jobs downtown at this place called Cafe Bariloche. i stuff your empinadas and josh tosses your salad, haha. we also have a little place, it's not much but it's our home for now. i also got a new piercing... one along each side of my collarbones. and josh got his septum re-pierced. i'm getting tatted within the next few weeks hopefully...
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[20 Apr 2005|10:56pm] |
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i've have a total of 3 interviews this week(1 yesterday, 1 tomorrow, and 1 friday), so hopefully something good comes from at least one of them. *keeping my fingers crossed* and i really, really hope that my check comes tomorrow, i really could use the mula$. i seriously need to buy some groceries, we're running pretty low.
i got to see tina today!!! she is so awesome, i really missed her. she's got a prego belly and she's married now! i missed a lot while i was away =(
well, i have a long day w/ an early start so i'm gonna go pee and then off to sleep.
<3nighty night puddin' heads. hugs & smooches.
and as i used to say to my nephew "sweet dreams, sleep w/ angels, and STAY IN BED!" man do i miss my lil' man.
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[17 Apr 2005|12:37pm] |
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"eye of the tiger"~survivor...(i'm trying to feel tough) |
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( most recent pic of me )
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[14 Apr 2005|11:54pm] |
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"Here I Go Again"~ whitesnake....lol, don't ask |
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"We are not free, separate, and independent entities, but like links in a chain, and we could not by any means be what we are without those who went before us and showed us the way."
Thomas Mann
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| dark romance... |
[01 Apr 2005|02:37pm] |
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social d~(self-titled) |
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tiger army was so awesome last night! hopefully my pix come out good too. there were so many fucking people, but it was still a good show.
...i just got really sleepy, so i think i'm going to go take a nap and finish this later.
where is mr. joshua?!? i'm gonna kick his butt when he gets here, he stole my bandana i was going to wear today! that little shit.
<3xoxo
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[31 Mar 2005|01:35pm] |
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singing tiger army in my head... |
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Your rockabilly dream date is Mike Ness! You like
the tattooed bad boy look and he's just your
type. You are going to have to work hard at
trying to hang on to this HARD LUCK KING cause
he is in love with his car and I would not be
suprised if your eyeliner mysteriously came up
missing!
Who would be your ROCKABILLY dream date?
brought to you by Quizilla
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| cock ruffle! |
[27 Mar 2005|12:37am] |
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the theme from Trigger Happy TV is stuck in my head |
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haven't been on here in oh so long... so here's my update:
still living at teresa's, did lots of cleaning today, i got a new job as a receptionist ($11/hr woot!), going to my grandma's w/ mah pop for easter tomorrow, and i'm going see tiger army on thursday(woot-woot!).
tried to keep it short and sweet.
<3xoxo
i really need a new icon... will someone make one for me? i can email u a pic.
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[16 Feb 2005|04:28am] |
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singing gwen stefani in my head... |
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i've slept so much the past couple days that i can't stay asleep tonight, so i figured i'd write about my day:
spent the majority of the day by myself. during that time i decided to finally clean the bathrooms. they were both so beyond disgusting that i couldn't take it anymore. i swear i could hear the scrub-brushes screaming as i walked towards the bathtub, lol. i don't know how teresa could live like that! and i know if i hadn't cleaned she sure as hell wouldn't have done it.
anyways, after cleaning i took a shower, went through a chaotic mess of trying to do a billion things at once, sang Happy Birthday to teresa & had cake.
then my friend brian came over. we hung-out here for a bit so he could meet teresa & kristan, went to 7-11, then went driving to all these random places while listening to Social Distortion, the Stray Cats, and The Deadbolts. he dropped me off sometime around 12:30 and then went home.
so yeah... that was my day for the most part.
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[08 Feb 2005|09:06pm] |
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if anyone knows anybody who has a room(garage, etc.) for rent or could possibly let us stay w/ them, please let me know ASAP. me & josh really need to find a place. i have 2 jobs and josh is working too so we can pay rent and all that. if anyone could help i'd really appreciate it... thanks in advance.
<3bekah
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| damn it! |
[25 Nov 2004|07:29am] |
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nekromantix~' dead girls don't cry' |
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this computer sucks ass... it just deleted the entry i was writing which took me forever to do. and of course it had to be right as i was finishing it! why does shit like that always happen to me?!?
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[25 Nov 2004|04:47am] |
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Without a warning it comes flying-
And when it strikes my world changes,
all reason left behind
Without a warning it comes flying-
and its to late to resist it for my fate is sealed
And I know... My heart's no longer mine
Just like an arrow through my heart
A feeling so strong
A scarlet fever burns my soul
From this moment on
Can't shake this fever from my mind
It burns away all that has passed
And draws me to her side
"A direct hit" the cupid smiles...
Wounded, I fall into delrium
And I know... my heart's no longer mine
man... i can never get tired of hearing nick13's voice. it's oh so beautiful.
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| $= the devil |
[08 Nov 2004|12:41am] |
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still stressed about my $ situation... hopefully everything works out alright. banks really suck ass. i have like almost -$200 in my account b/c they decided to charge me all these stupid fucking fees. grrr, banks just find ways to fuck u in the ass.
that's all for now i suppose...
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